Day 13

It has been a rough day today. I don't know why.

I started out normal. Nothing really different. I took my medication like I usually do. I started to feel fluttery in my chest, which made me start to feel a little anxious. It did go away after a couple minutes. I relaxed a lot, did laundry, dishes, cooked up squash and made tuna salad. Work was very busy. It seemed like I was on the go the entire time. I started out at the middle school, as I was leaving another case manager caught me and said SRS (now DCF) was trying to track me down for one of my clients (oh joy). So on my down time I spent tracking down DCF, and catching up on my notes. My second clients parents weren't home when it was time to drop her off, so that was frustrating. They were 30 minutes late! Then I had to catch up on notes for the rest of the day.

I haven't felt normal the past couple hours. I feel really jittery. My brain feels like its moving 100mph. I also feel extremely photosensitive, and it actually is hard to type this up. I don't like this feeling. My brain feels kind of heavy (weird, right?), but super alert. Ugh. I noticed I haven't eaten enough today either. OOPS, forgot to mention. I stopped taking my nausea medication yesterday to see if I needed it. Well, I think I do. It's hard to eat again. So I took one about an hour ago, and wolfed down a bowl of cheerios (no milk). Well, before m,y brain explodes, or I have a seizure!, I'm gonna check out for the night.

Night beautiful world. I can't wait to write a more positive blog tomorrow!